@6:49 pm
i aint chasing ghosts animoreIzzit so hard to put urself into the shoes of another?..wad's the point of havin the term body language when one's not allowed to decipher another's body language? I'm so pissed tt I can..hmmm actually I aint tt pissed off..i feel good actually to haf told my sister off..i just said tt she's some childish shit, I look down on her as my older sis cos she dun even behaves like one and she has no rite to ask me to shut up cos she also like bitch abt my mum n stuff and lastly I said tt she sucked..okie these are not my exact words except the she sucks part =X..den when I went into my room she started to say damn loudly tt I shld eat shit n dunno wad childish stuff tt i didnt really bother to hear..gosh she's always provin my point to b rite..childish..hmmm sumtimes i see myself in her..isnt it weird to see a 18 year old in a 27 year old?..I'm may be childish but at least I'm not a 27 year old tryin to act like some sec sch person..i just hate it tt pple kept thinking tt I'm wrong all the time..yes I may haf a bad record last time in the sense tt I rebel against my parents a lot a lot and acted like some shit..but tt was last time though there are times when we moodswing..i mean who wldnt moodswing..who wldnt retaliate when provoked..gosh..i feel like a convict who's not given a 2nd chance by the society..jus tt this is more small-scaled..sucks..n when I ever become a parent, i'll certainly not throw my weight..hmm wrong i'm too light..i'll certainly not throw my age and authority arnd to get away with wrongdoings like my mum..sian..just when I thought todae was a pretty good day..had lunch wif k and enjoyed a long walk home with a margarita in hand..how relaxing..den shit had to happened..sigh.
